finals for our class captain's ball today.
the atmosphere is so great that i wished i was participating inside..haha
although our class grp did not last until the finals.
but still a job well done~
mel's grp went into finals and i hope they got the first place.
results maybe out about this time~ i pray~~
good job to team FSN
job well done! you have done our course proud! (:

就几天的时间。。没想到我的小黑成长了那么多
眼睛张开了，比昨天还要大了。。
长了更多的羽毛。。
翅膀也是~
吃东西依然那么心急
每次喂它都弄得满嘴都是
很可爱~
我发现无论是动物还是人类，都是很相同的。。
照顾它的时候，感觉就很像在照顾一个婴儿一样
需要费很多心，还有爱和时间~
它知道我是它妈妈吧？
呵呵，虽然不是生它的妈，但也是养它的妈妈呀~
功劳比较大吧~~
呵呵！
希望你快点长大哦~！
么么！

I went with my sis to interchange last night.
when we are walking home, we saw a baby bird on a table in the void deck.
both of us have never seen a baby bird before..
and we guessed whcih breed is it and where it will end up on the table surface instead of his/her nest?
not knowing the reasons, i immediately pick up my phone to call daddy to ask whether he wants to take this poor bird in..
since we have two birds at home alr..
the major reason i wanna bring home is that that table, is easily accessible to any humans or even meow CAT!
that poor bird (eyes not even open) may end in the bin or stomach of the stupid cat.


so we brought him home under the semi permission of daddy (semi because he didn said yes or no)
we put him in a round container with tissue paper around just like a nest..
just without the mother..
haha, so when he opens his eyes and see me, he will take me for his mother
LOL
i told daddy im the mother of the bird
and guess what he says?
'siao! then i'll be the grandpa leh!'
LOL
i swear is damn funny
whole family laughs!


as he is hungry, he keep waking up and chirp non stop.
have to wait for morning to get his feed as our house dont know the feed for baby bird..
fed him some water..
and until morning, mummy wakes me up to go down to get his feed..
wake up at 8am, but shop not open..
waited and acc mummy for breakfast until 9am
shop open!
get his feed..
cycled back home FAST
and jiejie fed him..
after that, he slept!
and very quiet..
very cute when we feed and he eats


tata..
have to feed him after a hour..

Tucked myself to bed just about 20 minutes ago
but now, here i am blogging about my insomnia.
i guess im having it.


laid there for 10 minutes, trying to sleep but wide awake..
reason partly being my mom sleeping on my left and dad on the right.
the snoring sound and sound of the friction against teeth.
i always hated the sound of teeth grinding against each other.
that makes me want to punch someone else.
LITERALLY!


but the contrast is that, i never had insomnia before.
exceptions when i have troubles on my mind..
today after ND dry lab, i think i might be worrying for ND report!
my implementation of programme and my materials.
looking at my progress now, i think i might have adequate time for my report.
since i have already started writing for the things that we have already carried out.
flags were almost done.
posters only have to transfer info to new template.
after that, they can be shown to ms siti and we can start on our programme HURRAYS!
found many new research journals to add on to my literature review and also to make our logbook look THICKER :D


kinda feel proud of myself.
cus i always have a hard time sitting in front of my laptop, doing pure work and no facebook.
haha, like most of you do.
and this motivation today comes from the stress given by Mdm Ong today!
cheers to her~;)


prepared to ton in the com lab today..
must remember to wear jeans and bring jacket
cus if not, ill be frozen to death!


i cant sleep, how??

21 days left to MP report submission!
OMG!
that is so fast larr...

can imagine how i will die..
better buck up and jia you~!!!

been working on my report this whole afternoon..
continue to jia you~!

当初那么潇洒的我，放弃了那段感情。
虽然是应该放弃的。
但是潇洒 终究不是我的个性啊。。
无缘无故被人那么对待。
说老实话，我非常想知道为什么。
或许。。
还是不知道的好。

最近自己身旁的朋友，好多双双对对，恩恩爱爱。
更显得孤单。

虽然说单身没什么不好，难免会孤单

我其实非常渴望另一个更好的恋情。
可是桃花运没那么好呢
但是恐惧比期待还要多点
因为这个人，让我对爱情恐惧。
从他身上，我看到付出未必会得到回应。
他可以说是我初恋。
但是看起来没那么顺利呢，虽然刻苦铭心。

这么突然地心情低落，或许是因为女孩每个月都会有的那么几天吧。。

但是我还是为我自己感到伤心。
有几个人会经历我所经历的呢？

been baking non stop for these three days.
two days before, i baked biscuits with green icing for fun.

昨天我开始了我新的生活。。
就是单身的生活

当我看着你回复我的短信时，心里的确有撕裂般的心痛。
但是我清楚知道，这心痛是没必要的。
所以我克制自己的眼泪，安抚着自己说。。‘这一切会好起来的’
安抚着安抚着，心慢慢地不痛了，我也就沉入梦乡里。

我之所以会有这样的勇气开始新的生活是因为，
我清楚地知道 这人已经不是我认识以前那个人了
还有我已经被甩了
Lastly，but most importantly，i deserve better

所以我毫无眷恋地离开
告诉自己，不会再给这样的人任何机会
because i deserve better.

finals for our class captain's ball today.
the atmosphere is so great that i wished i was participating inside..haha
although our class grp did not last until the finals.
but still a job well done~
mel's grp went into finals and i hope they got the first place.
results maybe out about this time~ i pray~~
good job to team FSN
job well done! you have done our course proud! (:

就几天的时间。。没想到我的小黑成长了那么多
眼睛张开了，比昨天还要大了。。
长了更多的羽毛。。
翅膀也是~
吃东西依然那么心急
每次喂它都弄得满嘴都是
很可爱~
我发现无论是动物还是人类，都是很相同的。。
照顾它的时候，感觉就很像在照顾一个婴儿一样
需要费很多心，还有爱和时间~
它知道我是它妈妈吧？
呵呵，虽然不是生它的妈，但也是养它的妈妈呀~
功劳比较大吧~~
呵呵！
希望你快点长大哦~！
么么！

I went with my sis to interchange last night.
when we are walking home, we saw a baby bird on a table in the void deck.
both of us have never seen a baby bird before..
and we guessed whcih breed is it and where it will end up on the table surface instead of his/her nest?
not knowing the reasons, i immediately pick up my phone to call daddy to ask whether he wants to take this poor bird in..
since we have two birds at home alr..
the major reason i wanna bring home is that that table, is easily accessible to any humans or even meow CAT!
that poor bird (eyes not even open) may end in the bin or stomach of the stupid cat.


so we brought him home under the semi permission of daddy (semi because he didn said yes or no)
we put him in a round container with tissue paper around just like a nest..
just without the mother..
haha, so when he opens his eyes and see me, he will take me for his mother
LOL
i told daddy im the mother of the bird
and guess what he says?
'siao! then i'll be the grandpa leh!'
LOL
i swear is damn funny
whole family laughs!


as he is hungry, he keep waking up and chirp non stop.
have to wait for morning to get his feed as our house dont know the feed for baby bird..
fed him some water..
and until morning, mummy wakes me up to go down to get his feed..
wake up at 8am, but shop not open..
waited and acc mummy for breakfast until 9am
shop open!
get his feed..
cycled back home FAST
and jiejie fed him..
after that, he slept!
and very quiet..
very cute when we feed and he eats


tata..
have to feed him after a hour..

Tucked myself to bed just about 20 minutes ago
but now, here i am blogging about my insomnia.
i guess im having it.


laid there for 10 minutes, trying to sleep but wide awake..
reason partly being my mom sleeping on my left and dad on the right.
the snoring sound and sound of the friction against teeth.
i always hated the sound of teeth grinding against each other.
that makes me want to punch someone else.
LITERALLY!


but the contrast is that, i never had insomnia before.
exceptions when i have troubles on my mind..
today after ND dry lab, i think i might be worrying for ND report!
my implementation of programme and my materials.
looking at my progress now, i think i might have adequate time for my report.
since i have already started writing for the things that we have already carried out.
flags were almost done.
posters only have to transfer info to new template.
after that, they can be shown to ms siti and we can start on our programme HURRAYS!
found many new research journals to add on to my literature review and also to make our logbook look THICKER :D


kinda feel proud of myself.
cus i always have a hard time sitting in front of my laptop, doing pure work and no facebook.
haha, like most of you do.
and this motivation today comes from the stress given by Mdm Ong today!
cheers to her~;)


prepared to ton in the com lab today..
must remember to wear jeans and bring jacket
cus if not, ill be frozen to death!


i cant sleep, how??

21 days left to MP report submission!
OMG!
that is so fast larr...

can imagine how i will die..
better buck up and jia you~!!!

been working on my report this whole afternoon..
continue to jia you~!

当初那么潇洒的我，放弃了那段感情。
虽然是应该放弃的。
但是潇洒 终究不是我的个性啊。。
无缘无故被人那么对待。
说老实话，我非常想知道为什么。
或许。。
还是不知道的好。

最近自己身旁的朋友，好多双双对对，恩恩爱爱。
更显得孤单。

虽然说单身没什么不好，难免会孤单

我其实非常渴望另一个更好的恋情。
可是桃花运没那么好呢
但是恐惧比期待还要多点
因为这个人，让我对爱情恐惧。
从他身上，我看到付出未必会得到回应。
他可以说是我初恋。
但是看起来没那么顺利呢，虽然刻苦铭心。

这么突然地心情低落，或许是因为女孩每个月都会有的那么几天吧。。

但是我还是为我自己感到伤心。
有几个人会经历我所经历的呢？

been baking non stop for these three days.
two days before, i baked biscuits with green icing for fun.

昨天我开始了我新的生活。。
就是单身的生活

当我看着你回复我的短信时，心里的确有撕裂般的心痛。
但是我清楚知道，这心痛是没必要的。
所以我克制自己的眼泪，安抚着自己说。。‘这一切会好起来的’
安抚着安抚着，心慢慢地不痛了，我也就沉入梦乡里。

我之所以会有这样的勇气开始新的生活是因为，
我清楚地知道 这人已经不是我认识以前那个人了
还有我已经被甩了
Lastly，but most importantly，i deserve better

所以我毫无眷恋地离开
告诉自己，不会再给这样的人任何机会
because i deserve better.