对不起我没想过要伤害你的我知道当一方和另一方分开后，伤害是在所难免的但是，我只想把它减少到最低真的 真的 对不起。。。
ate only one meal todayand milk in morning onlyno appetiteim really sorryi din want it to turn it out like this
Star Team practical test is like shit todaynot cutleries are there..when doing serving, u have to pretend to serve and allgot no sense of realitydamn difficult to doeverybody all jia latcuz the previous star teams they are all marked when they are workingand another 50% is from practical test where they did setting for e table and they could leave alreadyours are the first star team to do practical test based on 100%so more difficultthere are so many problems with e management team i just got to know todayi guess the practical test today will be voiddidn have any breakfast or lunch today when i went for testso after the test, stressed and tired..we went to sushi tei or sakae sushi to eathahas!vivi is tired today!!!
u want me to go back to ur side
but u have got no promise that u can commit
how selfish u can be.....
i realise my tears can still drop when i hear any songs regarding to us
how useless i can be....
vivien has made a decisionwhich she will never think of i have began to understand how impt my mother is to methe one that raises me up so tediouslythe one that gives me all the love i need and even moreto replace dad's lovethe one that tolerates my temper the one that tries to fulfil my needsthe one that cares for me and etc...theres so much more that i can writeshe's facing stress nowfrom her mother situation and relationship problemsvivien has then thought it thruand made a decision that she has never thought of doing soi have got to be strongerso my mom can depend on mei cant be weaker than her when she needs me esp now right?
hahasa tiring yet happy day for meslept in FPQA tut for a while and yet ms mah din scold mewah so good horsleep a while in NLS lect and CaT lecthahas!almost all lect i got sleep todayhaii..no choicereally very tired lehthis ask me not to sleep so late next timea lesson for me..lolsmeet xd at my house bus stop after schoolhe sent me back home jiu go back lea bit sadded but no choicehe has to go home to tidy up cuz his brother coming back tml ler..at least he fulfiled his promise((:
things have been settledlooks like i have misunderstood himcommunication is the keymaybe...perhapshe's coming tml!!!!!!woots~~!hahasvivien is very happy todaySHE LOVESSCKB!!YEAH!
things are not solved yet...
A Perfectly Good Heart lyrics
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away.
It don't make sense to me, but
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
It's not unbroken anymore.
How do I get it back the way it was before?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break, would you wanna break a:
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
i tried to be like as normali suppressed my feelings until i finished schoolfinally, i cried when i was on my way to singpost todaywhile listening a songfrom full of hope to loss of hope in youcan i still believe you?when i see no actions of you trying to fix this relationshiptotally no msg from you e whole dayi'm living a life as a single even though im attachedi noe i cant be like as beforebeing so bubbly and cheerfulnow, i really dun even noe how i should face you
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my best budds....plus bencuz got no picture taken with him together de so cant add
so should be SCVKB
haha! yup
vivien guess that she is okay le
most likely ba
but dunno why still got that feeling of emptiness
haizzz
thanks to SCB that vivi can smile and stay happy=D
i really love you all(:
muacks<3>
hehe...
school's reopening tml
and i can see you all le
this is only thing to look forward tml):
going to do homework liao
seeya...(:
Really thanks SCB for ur concern
thanks coryn for asking me whens he saw my nick ytd
thanks shiyi for invaluable advice that i will keep it in my heart
thanks ben for making me laugh so i wont be that sad ytd
Thanks ya'll..
Really really glad to have you all as my best budds
i mean it(:
事情总算告一段落了对不起没体谅你谢谢朋友们的关心但我们没事了但愿你所说的这次会是真的因为我也累了我不知道为什么这次和好，我一点也不会像上次一样的开心反而还是难过
今天......本来还很开心要和你见面还特地不去做工陪你最后......还是失望收场我们的感情真的是我所想的那样么？你真的是我所想的那样么？我累了真的累了很累等着可以和你见面的那天很累听你对我承诺的那些话，但从来没有实现过.......很累你对我们感情有的态度曾经告诉你我有什么不满，但也从来没改善过.....我还在你心里么？
more pics to upload
beware!!
many piggy face LOL
these were taken when we were in the food junction(:
dao face
the dirty but cute cat(:
friendly face~~
went to shopping todaywent to Bugis first
and shiyi got what she wanted to buy from there
its a fruitful trip eh..
after eating at food junction, we went to take neoprints..haha
after that, we headed to orchard shangri-la
they were all very nice to accompany me to go shang to get my voucher
walked a long long route
we were all tired and perspiring
esp shiyi
sorry ppl, i really felt bad to make u all go with me
and ryn was amazed by the steam jacketed kettle shang had!! LOL
shiyi says that our managers there are dao
haha..they are esp when they are in a bad mood
we took shang shuttle bus to go to far east
cuz e weather was too hot and we were tired...
ryn went home after that...
so shiyi, me and ben went to walk around in far east
shiyi and i were all restless le
no mood to go shopping le
somemore, we got no money oso LOL
so can only see but cannot buy ):
after that, we walked all the way to cineleisure
after touring around, we decided to go home
so..
we walked all the way back to Lucky Plaza to take 65 back home
haha...legs aching!!
waited for quite some time for the bus to come
trip back home is also quite long
shiyi was talking the phone
me and ben zZZZ-ing
tired.....
it's been long since we have gone shopping
many projects to do during our holidays
and holiday is so short! 2 weeks!
its really nice to be able to go walking and keeping our projects aside for the day
especially with best budds!!(:
i love ya all(:
muacks!!<3
who accompanied me today
hugging it doing project and hugging it to sleep(:
always the -_-" face LOL
NlS project meeting at Ben house todaywent to Shiyi's house at 1030amdid my floorplan there >.<ytd too tired and lazy..hahashiyi is still sleeping when i reached her house doorstep loshiyi, see i so goodgo find u??haha...next time cannot pai chi wo like today horrhaha joking(:ben's mama very goodknowing that we didn have our brunch,she cooked spagetti for usnice nice(:she even prepared drinks, oreos and apples for usi ate most of e apples hahacuz very nice(:after finalising our project, we watched moviesthree in totalIt is my Legend, one war showanother one i dunno e titlee movies all very sadistic dehahaslept during e last showcuz very tiredthen got headache like got hammer hitting on my foreheadafter that, ben sent us down to take bushome sweet home(:
突然觉得大人的感情世界好难了解
好矛盾
但，我想说的是
妈妈....
振作点！！
不管结果如何
是不是你想要的那样
我希望你会想到我再做什么决定
如果结果圆满的话，
我也会很开心的....
哈哈
原来昨晚你电话被没收了
害我白担心了
went to FPQA meeting today
done much of the reports
left onli a bit
woo yea!
was late though for today's meeting
sorry, members
i'm so restless throughout e meeting
cant sit still
cuz didn had my breakfast so was so hungry until so irritated
so decided to go have our lunch first
ate at salad bar
yummy~~!
after that, went SAR to continue our project
had fun doing our project (:
now so tired
prob taking a nap first later before doing my floorplan for ApFS
jia you~~!!!!(:
唉.... 我真的好想你一天没见到面就仿佛像是一年好久好久真希望我们能快点见到面怎么没回我呀没事吧还是在忙呀
first of all. i'm not a birdy ya...shiyi......=Dso now im gonna updatehad NLS project todayall of us done our part of researchand so we helped out with modifying e meal planits hard yeahno matter how we changed..me, shiyi, xiao b were all FAMISHEDyes, famished is e wordwe haven had any breakfast before we went meetingso by the time we finished our projectfirst thing in our mind is to go eat!we were so hungry until we are thinking where is the nearest place we could go to eathaha LOLat last we went tampines interchange mac to eatwe all had McSpicyhehe(:after that, home sweet homeaccompanied my cousin to buy food when i arrivedand saw google on e wayshe's going to workhaha....didn notice her hairmy cousin told me that she dyed copper brownoh ya...its very light brownish in colour
oh my god!i have a thousand and million things to doApFS-floor plan and checklist -tut 4 and 5CaT- menu planningNLS- researchdid i miss out anything?kindly tag me to tell if i have..thanks(:
so long no update lewent to work ytdits kinda relaxing as compared to othersbut i still have got bodyaches all over todaymy friend and i fell down while running to the office to get our bagskinda fun but embarrassing toolong story ehNLS meeting at 11am todaywoke up at 10.20+amhurried down to bus stopand my bus 8 just zoomed off in front of me ):waited for a while for e next oneim so tired that i might be sleeping awake on e bus LOLben and sy were waiting for me outside e lib and i din even notice them!!thanks yawork is being splitted and we were done for e daywasted our time ya and my sleepwe could have splited work at home over e netafter that, we went Long John Silver's to try the new combo forgot whats e name lefor next week,tue-NLS wed-FPQAthurs-ApFSFri-CaThow no life and boring can this be?i have booked all these days for workand now, i have to rebookhaiizzz......so sadthink cannot pay mama money when sch reopen liaoi wan more money!!!!!!!!
finally done something for CaT ytd
met rynryn at terminal 2 at 11am
then we both went to terminal 3 together to meet mama
was so boring with only two of us
as shiyi and mama haven arrived
so we went to look at the different plane schedules LOL
at e time, we both felt like going on e holiday too!
so long din go overseas le
after kiki arrived, we went to eat at Popeyes
LOL first time eating
we three kept watching the cartoon while eating LOL
like got no childhod like that haha
we all cant finish e combo man
we gave all e fries to shiyi after that hahaha
after eating, we went to the coffee bean to have our project done
had e layout done and equipments fitted in
at about 230pm, we went with kiki to have her luggage checked in
after that, we went window shopping..
its kinda fun
the pic on the pregnancy book really scares me and e girls!
after that, we went to slack and took many pictures
pictures --> http://piggy-endlesslove.blogspot.com LOLat about 400pm, we went to send kiki offalthough its only 12 days, but i will miss kiki de!!come back soon ya~~
i just hoped that i can pass NLS and CaT..
good luck for ApFS tml people~
Im gonna make full use of whatever time i have left
and get whatever info needed into my head
thefeelingwhenyougotthetestpaperbutunoenothingtofillitupwith
its a terrible feeling..
therefore,i wont let it happen..
people, lets jia you and get all these papers done with!
Make It Or Break It...
FI is quite easy eh..so happy to say thatbut i think marks gone for sweeteners qnhaiizz....study too much emulsifiers leforgot sweeteners liaoi haven touched CaT and NLSwhen all my friends around have startedhaiizz...means i have gonna work harder!no early sleep tonightand no late waking up tmli think im gonna become a panda by friday yo..LOL
我们之间是不是有沟通问题。。。。我也不知道。。working hard for FIstress is coming up hard on me..peeps, let's jia you!
对不起我没想过要伤害你的我知道当一方和另一方分开后，伤害是在所难免的但是，我只想把它减少到最低真的 真的 对不起。。。
ate only one meal todayand milk in morning onlyno appetiteim really sorryi din want it to turn it out like this
Star Team practical test is like shit todaynot cutleries are there..when doing serving, u have to pretend to serve and allgot no sense of realitydamn difficult to doeverybody all jia latcuz the previous star teams they are all marked when they are workingand another 50% is from practical test where they did setting for e table and they could leave alreadyours are the first star team to do practical test based on 100%so more difficultthere are so many problems with e management team i just got to know todayi guess the practical test today will be voiddidn have any breakfast or lunch today when i went for testso after the test, stressed and tired..we went to sushi tei or sakae sushi to eathahas!vivi is tired today!!!
u want me to go back to ur side
but u have got no promise that u can commit
how selfish u can be.....
i realise my tears can still drop when i hear any songs regarding to us
how useless i can be....
vivien has made a decisionwhich she will never think of i have began to understand how impt my mother is to methe one that raises me up so tediouslythe one that gives me all the love i need and even moreto replace dad's lovethe one that tolerates my temper the one that tries to fulfil my needsthe one that cares for me and etc...theres so much more that i can writeshe's facing stress nowfrom her mother situation and relationship problemsvivien has then thought it thruand made a decision that she has never thought of doing soi have got to be strongerso my mom can depend on mei cant be weaker than her when she needs me esp now right?
hahasa tiring yet happy day for meslept in FPQA tut for a while and yet ms mah din scold mewah so good horsleep a while in NLS lect and CaT lecthahas!almost all lect i got sleep todayhaii..no choicereally very tired lehthis ask me not to sleep so late next timea lesson for me..lolsmeet xd at my house bus stop after schoolhe sent me back home jiu go back lea bit sadded but no choicehe has to go home to tidy up cuz his brother coming back tml ler..at least he fulfiled his promise((:
things have been settledlooks like i have misunderstood himcommunication is the keymaybe...perhapshe's coming tml!!!!!!woots~~!hahasvivien is very happy todaySHE LOVESSCKB!!YEAH!
things are not solved yet...
A Perfectly Good Heart lyrics
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Maybe I should've seen the signs, should've read the writing on the wall.
And realized by the distance in your eyes that I would be the one to fall.
No matter what you say, I still can't believe
That you would walk away.
It don't make sense to me, but
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
It's not unbroken anymore.
How do I get it back the way it was before?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart,now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break, would you wanna break a:
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
Why would you wanna take our love and tear it all apart, now?
Why would you wanna make the very first scar?
Why would you wanna break a perfectly good heart?
i tried to be like as normali suppressed my feelings until i finished schoolfinally, i cried when i was on my way to singpost todaywhile listening a songfrom full of hope to loss of hope in youcan i still believe you?when i see no actions of you trying to fix this relationshiptotally no msg from you e whole dayi'm living a life as a single even though im attachedi noe i cant be like as beforebeing so bubbly and cheerfulnow, i really dun even noe how i should face you
my best budds....plus ben cuz got no picture taken with him together de so cant add
so should be SCVKB
haha! yup
vivien guess that she is okay le
most likely ba
but dunno why still got that feeling of emptiness
haizzz
thanks to SCB that vivi can smile and stay happy=D
i really love you all(:
muacks<3>
hehe...
school's reopening tml
and i can see you all le
this is only thing to look forward tml):
going to do homework liao
seeya...(:
Really thanks SCB for ur concern
thanks coryn for asking me whens he saw my nick ytd
thanks shiyi for invaluable advice that i will keep it in my heart
thanks ben for making me laugh so i wont be that sad ytd
Thanks ya'll..
Really really glad to have you all as my best budds
i mean it(:
事情总算告一段落了对不起没体谅你谢谢朋友们的关心但我们没事了但愿你所说的这次会是真的因为我也累了我不知道为什么这次和好，我一点也不会像上次一样的开心反而还是难过
今天......本来还很开心要和你见面还特地不去做工陪你最后......还是失望收场我们的感情真的是我所想的那样么？你真的是我所想的那样么？我累了真的累了很累等着可以和你见面的那天很累听你对我承诺的那些话，但从来没有实现过.......很累你对我们感情有的态度曾经告诉你我有什么不满，但也从来没改善过.....我还在你心里么？
more pics to upload
beware!!
many piggy face LOL
these were taken when we were in the food junction(:
dao face
the dirty but cute cat(:
friendly face~~
went to shopping today went to Bugis first
and shiyi got what she wanted to buy from there
its a fruitful trip eh..
after eating at food junction, we went to take neoprints..haha
after that, we headed to orchard shangri-la
they were all very nice to accompany me to go shang to get my voucher
walked a long long route
we were all tired and perspiring
esp shiyi
sorry ppl, i really felt bad to make u all go with me
and ryn was amazed by the steam jacketed kettle shang had!! LOL
shiyi says that our managers there are dao
haha..they are esp when they are in a bad mood
we took shang shuttle bus to go to far east
cuz e weather was too hot and we were tired...
ryn went home after that...
so shiyi, me and ben went to walk around in far east
shiyi and i were all restless le
no mood to go shopping le
somemore, we got no money oso LOL
so can only see but cannot buy ):
after that, we walked all the way to cineleisure
after touring around, we decided to go home
so..
we walked all the way back to Lucky Plaza to take 65 back home
haha...legs aching!!
waited for quite some time for the bus to come
trip back home is also quite long
shiyi was talking the phone
me and ben zZZZ-ing
tired.....
it's been long since we have gone shopping
many projects to do during our holidays
and holiday is so short! 2 weeks!
its really nice to be able to go walking and keeping our projects aside for the day
especially with best budds!!(:
i love ya all(:
muacks!!<3
who accompanied me today
hugging it doing project and hugging it to sleep(:
always the -_-" face LOL NlS project meeting at Ben house todaywent to Shiyi's house at 1030amdid my floorplan there >.<ytd too tired and lazy..hahashiyi is still sleeping when i reached her house doorstep loshiyi, see i so goodgo find u??haha...next time cannot pai chi wo like today horrhaha joking(:ben's mama very goodknowing that we didn have our brunch,she cooked spagetti for usnice nice(:she even prepared drinks, oreos and apples for usi ate most of e apples hahacuz very nice(:after finalising our project, we watched moviesthree in totalIt is my Legend, one war showanother one i dunno e titlee movies all very sadistic dehahaslept during e last showcuz very tiredthen got headache like got hammer hitting on my foreheadafter that, ben sent us down to take bushome sweet home(:
突然觉得大人的感情世界好难了解
好矛盾
但，我想说的是
妈妈....
振作点！！
不管结果如何
是不是你想要的那样
我希望你会想到我再做什么决定
如果结果圆满的话，
我也会很开心的....
哈哈
原来昨晚你电话被没收了
害我白担心了
went to FPQA meeting today
done much of the reports
left onli a bit
woo yea!
was late though for today's meeting
sorry, members
i'm so restless throughout e meeting
cant sit still
cuz didn had my breakfast so was so hungry until so irritated
so decided to go have our lunch first
ate at salad bar
yummy~~!
after that, went SAR to continue our project
had fun doing our project (:
now so tired
prob taking a nap first later before doing my floorplan for ApFS
jia you~~!!!!(:
唉.... 我真的好想你一天没见到面就仿佛像是一年好久好久真希望我们能快点见到面怎么没回我呀没事吧还是在忙呀
first of all. i'm not a birdy ya...shiyi......=Dso now im gonna updatehad NLS project todayall of us done our part of researchand so we helped out with modifying e meal planits hard yeahno matter how we changed..me, shiyi, xiao b were all FAMISHEDyes, famished is e wordwe haven had any breakfast before we went meetingso by the time we finished our projectfirst thing in our mind is to go eat!we were so hungry until we are thinking where is the nearest place we could go to eathaha LOLat last we went tampines interchange mac to eatwe all had McSpicyhehe(:after that, home sweet homeaccompanied my cousin to buy food when i arrivedand saw google on e wayshe's going to workhaha....didn notice her hairmy cousin told me that she dyed copper brownoh ya...its very light brownish in colour
oh my god!i have a thousand and million things to doApFS-floor plan and checklist -tut 4 and 5CaT- menu planningNLS- researchdid i miss out anything?kindly tag me to tell if i have..thanks(:
so long no update lewent to work ytdits kinda relaxing as compared to othersbut i still have got bodyaches all over todaymy friend and i fell down while running to the office to get our bagskinda fun but embarrassing toolong story ehNLS meeting at 11am todaywoke up at 10.20+amhurried down to bus stopand my bus 8 just zoomed off in front of me ):waited for a while for e next oneim so tired that i might be sleeping awake on e bus LOLben and sy were waiting for me outside e lib and i din even notice them!!thanks yawork is being splitted and we were done for e daywasted our time ya and my sleepwe could have splited work at home over e netafter that, we went Long John Silver's to try the new combo forgot whats e name lefor next week,tue-NLS wed-FPQAthurs-ApFSFri-CaThow no life and boring can this be?i have booked all these days for workand now, i have to rebookhaiizzz......so sadthink cannot pay mama money when sch reopen liaoi wan more money!!!!!!!!
finally done something for CaT ytd
met rynryn at terminal 2 at 11am
then we both went to terminal 3 together to meet mama
was so boring with only two of us
as shiyi and mama haven arrived
so we went to look at the different plane schedules LOL
at e time, we both felt like going on e holiday too!
so long din go overseas le
after kiki arrived, we went to eat at Popeyes
LOL first time eating
we three kept watching the cartoon while eating LOL
like got no childhod like that haha
we all cant finish e combo man
we gave all e fries to shiyi after that hahaha
after eating, we went to the coffee bean to have our project done
had e layout done and equipments fitted in
at about 230pm, we went with kiki to have her luggage checked in
after that, we went window shopping..
its kinda fun
the pic on the pregnancy book really scares me and e girls!
after that, we went to slack and took many pictures
pictures --> http://piggy-endlesslove.blogspot.com LOLat about 400pm, we went to send kiki offalthough its only 12 days, but i will miss kiki de!!come back soon ya~~
i just hoped that i can pass NLS and CaT..
good luck for ApFS tml people~
Im gonna make full use of whatever time i have left
and get whatever info needed into my head
thefeelingwhenyougotthetestpaperbutunoenothingtofillitupwith
its a terrible feeling..
therefore,i wont let it happen..
people, lets jia you and get all these papers done with!
Make It Or Break It...
FI is quite easy eh..so happy to say thatbut i think marks gone for sweeteners qnhaiizz....study too much emulsifiers leforgot sweeteners liaoi haven touched CaT and NLSwhen all my friends around have startedhaiizz...means i have gonna work harder!no early sleep tonightand no late waking up tmli think im gonna become a panda by friday yo..LOL
我们之间是不是有沟通问题。。。。我也不知道。。working hard for FIstress is coming up hard on me..peeps, let's jia you!
.JPG)
my best budds....plus ben
these were taken when we were in the food junction(:
went to shopping today
Lastly, the Garfield
always the -_-" face LOL
NlS project meeting at Ben house today
Enjoy your stay and have fun!
Vivien, a simple cheerful girl currently in her nineteens.
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