read someone's blog just now..
just felt ridiculous.
what i can say is whoever gets close to her will become like her
true enough in this situation.

happily attached to bistro walk from today onwards.
i really enjoying walking in F&B outlets.
people there are very friendly, and welcoming not like some others
felt comfortable being them, not like others who gave me a hostile and 'oh so fake' feeling...

we did baking today
yea no more staring into the computer screen and designing
we're helping ms petrina to cake those cakes and muffins for bistro walk this coming monday to sell
we did banana muffin, apple oatmeal bran muffin and carrot cake
me zhenghong and raymond did the first two
while eveleen they all did carrot cake
its fun~~~
i love baking!

damn, i dun feel good
not sick or whatever la, just dun feel good emotionally
i think i got pai chi?
yea i am

she treats me like a mirror
she talks to every one except me
she dun even respond to me
i dunno whats the problem
she behaves like i offended her but i dunno what i did wrong
zh says that its natural she behaves like that
cus we dun talk normally in school
she did talk to me on the first day...
but the second day, she just dun talk to me

i was thinking like since we are gonna have sip in the same university for 3 months plus in a foreign country
then might as well clique with everyone
since im the only one without a partner
YOU KNOW WHAT, I MISSS KIKI!!
how i hope i will have kiki tog with me in OSIP
then i wont feel lonely alr..
even if others dun give a damn to me, at least i have a close friend with me right
unfortunately I DON'T
just like kiki told me ytd, i have be brave lor
just be with i can at least talk to

i have no choice but to adapt into this environment
just diam diam do my own things
then nothing will happen ler...
i guess by the end of SIP, i will miss SCK so much lar!
im like missing you all even though i haven't leave yet...
))))):

As our VISA is not ready,
we all will be having sip in house which really sucks
we didn expect that the document will take such a long time to arrive
its only the document for the application for the visa, not even the application is done WTH
haii australia group is waiting for their visa to arrive
i guess they will fly off earlier than us

so first day, me and michelle are supposed to meet ms azlina at 830am
actually the meeting time should be 1pm but its changed last minute
saw rina and meijun there oso
so we went to meet our respective teacher
in the end, ms azlina said the four of us are with her
had a briefing on what we need to do
which is to design a 'postcard' to be placed behind the menu in a standing flipping photo album (just like those in IKEA restaurant)
one person is to design 6 in first day
second day 4
today 4 more
brain cells becoming lesser and lesser man from thinking on the design concepts
really tiring to wake up so early and staring into the computer screen the whole day

i hope i hope....
our document will arrive tml and we can go china earlier!!
really sucks to do in house SIP

i have never got a surprise from my friends last time before.
we arent that close as i am to SCK now.
there isn't a pressie or a surprise given to me.
so i actually felt that these things dont happen to me.
well, i got a surprise from SCK today
kiki's acting is real good
we just finished our project in the library.
kiki called shiyi/ryn to ask if they are ready.
i thought the 'ready' means whether they have finished their project.
but it means something else
then kiki suggested to meet them in the LT
then i asked her why dun we meet them here?
haha, she just kept quiet and i totally didn suspect anything.
then we 're waiting for them outside the LT.
kiki called them again im expecting they both to come out and we can go already
shiyi came out instead.
kiki walked in the LT fast,leaving me and shiyi behind
no suspection, nothing...
just when im at outside the LT
shiyi asked me to close my eyes.
and i did see the LT got no light and ya, i suspected something
i walked into LT blind, with shiyi holding me
brought me up the stairs. and sat down.
coryn asked to not to open my eyes until told so
i heard some other voices, and felt embarrassed
at the time i opened my eyes and they made a video especially for me
my fav songs from flowers over boys.
coincidentally they are my fav songs, ryn loves them too
im happy at first until when i saw their messages to me, i teared...
i cant read finish them, as the slide is too fast.
i read some, kiki's message is the longest.

THEY were there during my darkest periods
THEY gave me support when i needed it most
THEY are unhappy when im unhappy so many things...

in the instance, i felt nothing is more valuable or important than them.
im really touched and grateful for what they have done
at that moment, i felt i should not be unhappy anymore since i have them who loves me so much as vivien and no other else...

我爱你们！！！！

read someone's blog just now..
just felt ridiculous.
what i can say is whoever gets close to her will become like her
true enough in this situation.

happily attached to bistro walk from today onwards.
i really enjoying walking in F&B outlets.
people there are very friendly, and welcoming not like some others
felt comfortable being them, not like others who gave me a hostile and 'oh so fake' feeling...

we did baking today
yea no more staring into the computer screen and designing
we're helping ms petrina to cake those cakes and muffins for bistro walk this coming monday to sell
we did banana muffin, apple oatmeal bran muffin and carrot cake
me zhenghong and raymond did the first two
while eveleen they all did carrot cake
its fun~~~
i love baking!

damn, i dun feel good
not sick or whatever la, just dun feel good emotionally
i think i got pai chi?
yea i am

she treats me like a mirror
she talks to every one except me
she dun even respond to me
i dunno whats the problem
she behaves like i offended her but i dunno what i did wrong
zh says that its natural she behaves like that
cus we dun talk normally in school
she did talk to me on the first day...
but the second day, she just dun talk to me

i was thinking like since we are gonna have sip in the same university for 3 months plus in a foreign country
then might as well clique with everyone
since im the only one without a partner
YOU KNOW WHAT, I MISSS KIKI!!
how i hope i will have kiki tog with me in OSIP
then i wont feel lonely alr..
even if others dun give a damn to me, at least i have a close friend with me right
unfortunately I DON'T
just like kiki told me ytd, i have be brave lor
just be with i can at least talk to

i have no choice but to adapt into this environment
just diam diam do my own things
then nothing will happen ler...
i guess by the end of SIP, i will miss SCK so much lar!
im like missing you all even though i haven't leave yet...
))))):

As our VISA is not ready,
we all will be having sip in house which really sucks
we didn expect that the document will take such a long time to arrive
its only the document for the application for the visa, not even the application is done WTH
haii australia group is waiting for their visa to arrive
i guess they will fly off earlier than us

so first day, me and michelle are supposed to meet ms azlina at 830am
actually the meeting time should be 1pm but its changed last minute
saw rina and meijun there oso
so we went to meet our respective teacher
in the end, ms azlina said the four of us are with her
had a briefing on what we need to do
which is to design a 'postcard' to be placed behind the menu in a standing flipping photo album (just like those in IKEA restaurant)
one person is to design 6 in first day
second day 4
today 4 more
brain cells becoming lesser and lesser man from thinking on the design concepts
really tiring to wake up so early and staring into the computer screen the whole day

i hope i hope....
our document will arrive tml and we can go china earlier!!
really sucks to do in house SIP

i have never got a surprise from my friends last time before.
we arent that close as i am to SCK now.
there isn't a pressie or a surprise given to me.
so i actually felt that these things dont happen to me.
well, i got a surprise from SCK today
kiki's acting is real good
we just finished our project in the library.
kiki called shiyi/ryn to ask if they are ready.
i thought the 'ready' means whether they have finished their project.
but it means something else
then kiki suggested to meet them in the LT
then i asked her why dun we meet them here?
haha, she just kept quiet and i totally didn suspect anything.
then we 're waiting for them outside the LT.
kiki called them again im expecting they both to come out and we can go already
shiyi came out instead.
kiki walked in the LT fast,leaving me and shiyi behind
no suspection, nothing...
just when im at outside the LT
shiyi asked me to close my eyes.
and i did see the LT got no light and ya, i suspected something
i walked into LT blind, with shiyi holding me
brought me up the stairs. and sat down.
coryn asked to not to open my eyes until told so
i heard some other voices, and felt embarrassed
at the time i opened my eyes and they made a video especially for me
my fav songs from flowers over boys.
coincidentally they are my fav songs, ryn loves them too
im happy at first until when i saw their messages to me, i teared...
i cant read finish them, as the slide is too fast.
i read some, kiki's message is the longest.

THEY were there during my darkest periods
THEY gave me support when i needed it most
THEY are unhappy when im unhappy so many things...

in the instance, i felt nothing is more valuable or important than them.
im really touched and grateful for what they have done
at that moment, i felt i should not be unhappy anymore since i have them who loves me so much as vivien and no other else...

我爱你们！！！！