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Written at Tuesday, 30 September 2008 | back to top

went out today
firstly meet shiyi at changi airport there
tonglin, wende and guohao are always there
so paiseh for making them to wait for me for hours
i have no idea!!

accompanied to eat at mac next
had a enjoyable time there
wendy and his stupid joke
*point your head*
你的头啊!
walau, like that oso can

headed to bugis next with shiyi
wendy,tonglin and guohao went back ler
we two bought one bag each for going out de
mine $12 shiyi's $15
good deal yeah???
i went to buy my long-waited bra then
haha! all young hearts bra are so damn nice
i love what i bought!!!!!
haha((:

ryn reached bugis after work to meet us
went to bring her around to look for her jacket
but she had saw them before ler, she dun like them
then headed to take neoprints
and bought my slippers as well

oh ya, i wanna buy a mp3
settled on ipod nano pink colour!!
hehe, sy ryn next outing go buy horrrr...


今天彻底失望
我想我不会再是以前只会顺着你的小女孩
既然你没有珍惜过我们感情(我觉得是),别怪我以后对你冷漠
你能那么对我·,我难道不行么?
在校内不加我,那是什么意思啊?
我还看到你有在上线
算了吧
我总算明白
我会尽力把你从我记忆删除
我已经让步了,拽什么拽啊
Written at Monday, 29 September 2008 | back to top

Three months past
and time is creeping damn slow like a snail
mood turning from bad to worse

Only four days past
time is crawling even slower now
four days seem to be like a month

10 hours past
staying home doing nth
seem to be like 24 hours

i saw you online
braced myself up to say hello
ended up hurt without any replies
it seemed to be touching a naked live wire when you know you will get terribly hurt

i found myself sinking in
its as though you were standing in the mud of the mangrove swamp
unable to pull myself up
sinking sinking in...
now i feel like i need to get myself out
but some parts within didn want to at all

woman really get sensitive to all this small things
what they really need is a confirmation
and i really needed this from you now
i need you to tell me now
please be decisive and let me know
its either a yes or no
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i really wanted my badge and pass for souvenir but i cant
so can take photo lor): in the morning bout 11am? third day after the match, there are guests walking around on the road,
if you see closely, there are F1 cars at the side.. firstly, sorry for MIA-ing for three days
im working for F1
not at those grandstands
but those more expensive suites
theres club suites(second storey), sky suites(third storey), sky terrace(fourth storey)
im in sky suite
those guests in sky suite can go sky terrace
those in club suite cant
tickets for club suite is $7500, and sky suite is $8500!!
damn expensive right?
but meals are provided, prepared by our chefs
and drinks from juices, soft drinks, wines and hard liquor are free flow for them
im the bartender for this three days haha cuz our room smaller so no bartender for us
no need to pay money de, not like in grandstands
guests in my room in sky suites are from F1 corporate
hahas, main people for this event ya?
hahas, mostly french
still friendly, not very proud
really loud the noise
i din now is that loud
we enclosed oso damn loud ler
then our guest can go out the outside platform to watch
when the door is not closed, really really loud!
really a good experience
but really tired
everyday work till 2am
first day 8am to 2am,
second 10am to 2am,
third oso 10am to 2am
can really die
last day cannot tahan ler, sleep during dinner break
but still no energy after that
oso really happy cuz got one guest complimented me
((:
A1 cars are really cute
smaller version of F1





Written at Thursday, 25 September 2008 | back to top

走了。。
想到就郁闷(泪奔)

我会等你回来
在等待着奇迹的发生。。。。。。
Written at Tuesday, 23 September 2008 | back to top

saving box, badge
presents from SCK
celebrated my 18th birthday with SCV, xiao j and b etc
i celebrated my birthday eating steamboat with my family
then at night at 9 plus, i went over to chalet
hahas!
got a big surprise from them
although theres some hiccups in their surprise plan,
but i got a big big surprise indeed and im really touched
we spent our second day playing mahjong and bbq-ing
many csc friends came over
got another surprise hahas!
shiyi they all told me that they got no time to get my present
so they bought a badge instead
i half believed it
but on the second day...i got my actual present LOL
they wanted me to save money yeah?
oh ya, after that we went to watch MIRRORS the movie
OMG! ITS REALLY DAMN SCARY
for me maybe, cuz the others din scream
only me, kiki and wende
hahas!!
im soo tired
haven got enough sleep
hope i din miss out anything
21 to 23 are the happiest and most depressing day of my life
happiest because its the first time i got bdae surprise and present from my friends
haha! unbelievable yeah but really, first time
depressing because...
of some reason
and i think i will be still going on like this..


Written at Sunday, 21 September 2008 | back to top

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VIVI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!~~
hahas!
dunno why..
though a lot of ppl wishing me,
and i have a great chalet tml
but,
my heart is still empty...
Written at Friday, 19 September 2008 | back to top

went out with kiki today
very happy
cuz i bought alot of things!
i bought : a rabbit wallet, handphone strap , cinnamonroll handphone accessory, mascara and no more hahas!
we went to watch the black swindler in cineleisure
the movie er i think is so-so only
but storyline not bad?
i prefer flower over boys still...

after that, i went to meet xd
he wanted me to help his cousin check his compo for grammatical errors.
it is quite well written though.
he gave me my birthday present today too
a t shirt, not bad(:

he asked me whether have i eaten and i said no
then he brought me to a kopitiam to have my dinner
but i was not hungry
my stomach was grumbling before then when i was with kiki
dunno why with him, no appetite ler
i think is too nervous ler
too long never meet each other ler, i could my face turning red and hot
really hot man
hahas!
and heart beating very fast too

then he went to bring me walk around and we had a talk
he wanted me to focus studying first because my mom did tell him that she hope that we could concentrate on studies first
because it is my mom's idea so he could not defy it
and he hope i focus on my studies first
cuz my studies now are not that good yet
he said a lot of things
and i think i know him better now
as in all his intentions when he does things

after that, he sent me home and i was really reluctant to go
i emo-ed for e whole bus trip..
so sad..
i really hope he could let us be together
i dun think i can concentrate studying on my own without him

something to be happy about, i did see some of his small actions that show he still care for me
he stands in front of me when theres car in front
he pulls me to the side of road when theres car driving past beside
he asks me whether i can take cold drinks when we are buying drinks (in case i got period)
blar blar
all this small actions really touched and warmed up my heart
i really regretted giving him up
never next time..i swear
Written at Wednesday, 17 September 2008 | back to top

该写写我的心情的时候了
恩。。怎么说呢
现在心情很乱

我怎么觉得我很糟糕
完全猜不透他在想什么
双鱼座的都是那样
没人懂他内心世界

真的觉得他好冷漠哦
怎么会这样呢?

每次一个人的时候,都会想想和他在一起的时候
或是能复合的话,我想做什么
好多东西想一起做,好多话想说

啊。。烦死了
该不会只有我想复合吧?
有可能我想太多了

25号他就要回国了
想到要那么多天见不到,不能和他说话,就郁闷(泪奔。。)
在那之前能见上一面么?

我们未来会是怎样的啊?
会幸福吗??
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i started today at 6am..
woke up at late 4 plus or early 5am?
was so tired that i almost cant wake up
eyes cant open lol
i managed to pull myself up and go wash up

theres only one event in the morning today
which is the....wait let me think.....workforce development agency?
they got a talk with rolls royce chief execetive sir john rose
then im working in the vip room
very relax
a lot of standing
then at about 9 plus, when guest are leaving, me and my friend have to go greet the guest goodbye at the exit
then
i swear i almost slept
give me three more seconds and im sure i can sleep
sure de!
damn tired de....):

then after work (we are released early today at 3plus i think?), then me, yee zhen and yi bin went out to eat with alvin and manjit(both are managers)
cuz alvin birthday is coming then we go celebrate
alvin treating us
we went orchard tower downunder bar
no food there and only alcoholic drinks there
so we ordered juices
and alvin and manjit went to buy food for us
haha! they are nice ,arent they?

then we go shopping at far east
yi bin went first cuz she's dead beat already
i then went later cuz yee zhen still want to shop some more
went home, slept until 9pm?
have my dinner, bathed and now there, im using my com
hahas!
cya(:

Written at Tuesday, 16 September 2008 | back to top

with my new friend, santi
say hellos!!WANT TO SEE A ABSOLUTELY CHEENA VIVI?nice uniform right?
used to be rose veranda uniform where all rich tais tais drink their hi-tea there..
they under renovation, then we just borrow wear
due to this event today
got china guangzhou - singapore some investment business meeting
they damn kua zhang and long zhong can..
they have got themselves: police as security all around, even metal detector at entrance,
red carpet all around, even us vip servers to wear cheongsams =.=
i have got no problems with the cheongsam, quite nice though
just too high cut, not convenient to do things; squat lar blar blar
then got one person say i look even cheena with my fringe like dat
hahas! but nvm! i like my fringe like dat eh..
then after their meeting, we even have to usher them up to the mezzanine floor for their lunch
then our manager just told us to hear from the china staffs on what to do
then the male china staff damn funny, he taught us how we should stand, where the hand to put
and how to usher
then he keep calling us must smile LOL
the event like quite big oso, all heads from the different county(县)
then singapore minister oso got come
i suddenly feel im very hardworking lor
vivi can wake up at 5 and 6 in e morning leh..
cuz im working monday at 7am,
tuesday at 7am,
wednesday at 6am,
im so tired today
luckily im working at 3pm tml
got time to rest...
working in the morning used to be a dread for me
but now, it seems okay for me ler..
hahas!
morning more relaxed too
just dun call me stay can ler
or probably i can help??haha!
really have got a good time working
with all the nice managers..(:





Written at Saturday, 13 September 2008 | back to top

MY SOUVENIR FROM IMH
drawing from a patient
WE ARE CLOVER
AND WE ARE CUTE, LOVELY, KIND AND CARING~!

apologies for disorderly pictures.
haha..
yeah just come back from csc camp
FUN FUN FUN~!
best grp ever(:
let me just talk briefly about the 3 days in camp.
first day---->
reached in alumni lounge at 6 pm
im of the first few participants to reach
did some ice breaking games
and building of grup identity
OH YA!
IM IN THE SAME GROUP AS CORYN AND DUKE
so definitely not boring(:
grp members oso very friendly
second day---->
woke up at 7.30pm
did some preparations for IMH
YES WE'RE VISITING IMH
talent time; use recyclable objects to make a mascot
ECO-FRIENDLY!
show down; 5 stations
main purpose is to symphatize those physically or mentally disabled people in their daily life activities..
briefing, lights off
really tired for the second day
but...
fun~!
third day---->
trip to IMH
most memorable day in my life
u noe patients in there are not that siao as u think
some are really conscious in mind
and they look perfectly like any normal person
but they will need more attention, love, concern than any other normal person
i love the patients from the ward we went
MAGICAL AUTUMN II
first time taking part in magical autumn
enjoyed my evening with all the elderys
slept only two hours and i have F1 training today
practically rushed there..= =
fourth day--->
hoem sweet home~!
had so much fun these three days although tired
met a lot of good friends there
chiw foong, jia en, jing yi, tzu wei, mr roy kim (korean mix blood!), chong how
u noe what, chiw foong has e same birthdate as me
surprising man
really difficult to find a person with same birthday as u
they all are really nice person
and ryn and du-ke
good FA and AFA ya(:



Written at Wednesday, 10 September 2008 | back to top

better sleep ytd..
as in wont be that itchy
but i did wake up in the middle to scratch cuz it was really itchy.
CSC camp today!
i finally got all the things i need for camp today
went downstairs to buy all the small shampoo and soap
my house there downstairs really got all lot things eh..
haha
leaving at 5
look forward to it man
long time din camp ler..
i wonder who will be my group members
sian..no sy no ryn ryn):
Written at Sunday, 7 September 2008 | back to top

just back from night cycling trip
kinda fun but dangerous too
i almost thought i cant survive there..
but we all did and we are the fastest!
yay! group 1
job well done eh

and i was super shuay there
who will be so shuay to fall into holes TWO times?
blame on the person in front of me who slowed down or stopped
i should not have fallen into the water puddle at first
if the second man din stop, kiki would not stopped
and i would not have fallen in....
for the second grass hole, its kinda of dangerous there, very slippery..
and the road was not balanced, slanted..
the person in front of me was slow..
so i dropped in lor
hahas..cant get up cuz it was kinda deep
got two person helped me up THANKS A MILLION though i dunno u both

east side is better compared to west side
west side has more difficulty in the sense that it has more muddy roady, rocky downslide road(dangerous!)
esp when all of us have already drained out of energy after the first half in the east side
however, everyone of us persevered and completed the twilight trail
the sight from the top of the mountain is indeed beautiful..
i din manage to see the german girl shrine..
kinda of scared by the tale the ac people told us
and melvin scared me with another tale that two people died at the bridge when i has just cycled past it..and i was the second last
was looking forward to the last thing of the night cycling trail
the steamboat!!
got lots of yummy ingredients unexpectedly
yummy!
but wind was blowing strongly by then
very cold!
started raining when we almost finished the food
third shuay thing: my bag got dirtied by the soup chicken stock
cuz xiao b got no more energy to hold the metal tin containing the food and soup
wasted food...

bathed immediately when i reached home at bout nine plus in the morning
jie jie still sleeping soundly
got a shock when i took the my socks and washed my feet
it was as rough as the tree bulk
it was as pale as the corpse skin
i nearly thought it wasnt my feet LOL
went straight to sleep after that
woke up at 3 plus in the afternoon
my cousin then texted me in the afternoon that my aunty wanted me to stay overnight ytd night
cuz she hurt her waist then wanted me to help her do light gardening
cant sleep totally at night
my leg was itchy like mad
eyes are droopy head is spinning
i was obviously tired but cant fall into sleep
told aunty bout my feet
she tried giving me raw aloe vera gel to apply on my leg to see it really works like what ppl had said
it really eased the itchiness
she gave cream for me after i bathed

went wisma atria just now
bought a pair of nike sneakers at royal sporting house
YAY! finally
really happy..
byebye gtg~!
class chalet tml
too bad i cant stay overnight
best bargain i got from my mom...
Written at Thursday, 4 September 2008 | back to top

Recommending...
a MUST WATCH
Flower Over Boys the movie..
if u wanna see 松本润go topless and his six packs..
and all the super duper sweet scenes that make u heads over heels with him
LOL
like advertising for the movie like dat..
hahas but its really nice
the story layout and everything
even the main characters are soo...
she want to imitate eva laugh..
OOPS...wrong hand
retake retake~!
Written at Wednesday, 3 September 2008 | back to top

look like maid, sitting at e side
cuz she dun dare sit beside papa..LOL