Flavor Of Life
Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~
arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte
doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life
wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo
daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
ENGLISH:
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in meeven when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
finally...left only CaT and ApFS presentation and we are done for all ur projects..yay!ApFS test on thurs..CaT presentation is also on e same dayhaiizzthursday is busy enough ler...我。。还在等
哪一天你会发简讯给我
我好想你
现在只能把想跟你说的话都写在这里。。。
没想到过了一个月了我还是放不下一个人的时候，好想你 也好难过哦。。i regretted what i have saidmaybe i'm too harsh in my wordsbeing so insensitive for other's feelingsim really sorry...
YTd work is generally okayquite fast for our groupwe finished everything very fast....yupi realised my rashes were out when i was bathing no wonder im feeling hot and itchy during work..TSKi hated rashesi think its due to HELLO PANDAyup..leaving at 3.30 for work later on~~~
two projects downfinally~ApFS and CaThad our CaT international day buffet todayi must say our class really done good jobalthough our group is not that smooth-sailing, but really glad to hear teachers saying that our brownie or rather chocolate cake is nice haha!but theres still people who says our cake is too dry and bitterand ApFS, after staying in school until at night and e whole afternoon to do it, finally we have finished it as well~~~Our NLS is donebut i think there are some editing still needed to be doneand one last test tml~~hurray!and lastly,vivi is happy todayonce againmy emotions and feeling evolves around u~~
school is practically alright today
with late classes and early class dismissals
after hearing to what u told me ytd,
i finally regretted for what i have said to u
so cruel and so hurting
i should not be so impulsive and said all these to you
without any considerations in mind...
our relationship and ur feelings
i have regretted
i think i knew u better through this....as in i knew how u think..
i never knew what is in ur mind last time
but now i know..u had our future and me in mind
like u always told me to do well for my studies..
even now u still do..
he asked me to concentrate on my studies first
well, the rest can wait
my mom wished for this too..
i think studies should come first....
if not how am i gonna get myself in an university?
sem exams coming...
three subjects to be tested this time
hurrays for that~
JIA YOU~
i'm gonna get some decent results
cuz i had promised u..
vivi can do it yeah~~~~
fighting!!!~
i think this is the last time we gonna see each other again
journey back home was miserable
i thought my decision will do both of us good
but seems like this is not the case...
ijustcantdoit
icantforgetu
i deserve this ending...
原来忘不了一个人的感觉很不好
今天一阵子。。。
我心痛得好厉害
也好伤心
之前的每一段恋情分手了以后，
伤心的感觉是轻微的，而且很快会忘记
可是这次不一样
我以为能忘记他但， 就是不能
我做不到
唉
造成压力的障碍物什么时候能干掉呢？
还有两个project要做
可是下星期有三个测验啊
我的妈呀 又要念书喽
我今天要快点把NLS改一改 然后就给yi bin
然后把log book做一做就能开始mugging了
还没毕业，我就在看poly过后要到哪去...
好想上大学~~
看了几间澳洲大学
学费都不便宜呀~~~~！！
哪来的钱...
我的未来充满疑问
要看看姨妈为我未来准备什么喽
我未来在她手上
呵呵
今天怎么那么感性啊？
开始有紧迫感要很努力喽
往我目标出发！
我这次一定拿个b 而且不能有d!!!
加油！！！！
CaT project processed quite smoothly todayWE HAVE FINISHED IT LER!!! yeppie!
Yi bin replaced me for work today
cuz im sick..):
so disappointed!
i wanna go work de..):
no choice
who call me to be sick at this time..
Bleah..
I LOVE MY SCK(:
Im feeling the urge to earn more money and saving them all up...
vivi wants to be more thrifty..
im trying and
i'll make it...
slipped in the toilet just nowmy butt is aching!!!!!OUCH~!):i really did put in my best and efforts
i just hate it when some one says im not putting in my effort
i may neglect some details while doing it
but im willing to change
so, pls stop saying i just copy and paste or not putting in any efforts
DAMN YOU!everyone is putting effort in this projectnot only you okay?i noe you could not accept c+ u think u have put in lots of effort somust be us pulling the results down right?i always thought u are hardworking and pleasant personbut still,how can u say that we have not put in any efforts in our own parti believe each of us have burnt midnight oiland tried our very best to get the values tally although what we have done may be not satisfactory for u,but nothing can be perfect yeah?we have put in effort and done our part so u better more sensitive and watch ur wordsany group with any of u both cant be any better...
my oh my!
lotsa of things to be completed
tml is VIVA
oh my god...definitely not a motivation to go sch with that teacher around
BLEAH! YUCKS!
i still have some assignments on my hands
-fi tut 7 and 8
-apfs tut 6
-fpqa report
-cat international day
and something to be happy bout,
cat is done!
but i think our brownie is still not okay
the most recent brownie done on sat...e flavour is okay
but i t i s d a m n h a r d ! !
guess what happens when i took out from e fridge to let my mom try?
its damn hard
my fork cant even go thru'
it is as hard as a rock when i put in force
nothing happens!!! LOL
i have to bite with my mouth first then give my mom eat LOL
cuz she refuses to try ):
i think we have to add in more water
yeah!
feel so down down down..why is it so difficult to forget someone?im still tryingHARD
terrible feeling today
that feeling came back today
和你在一起的记忆又回来了
一遍一遍地播放在我脑里
和你的点点滴滴
深深烙印在我的心里
没法忘记
我真的忘不了。。
真没用！
i've really made up my mind as in no regrets and turning back ANYMOREalthough i may feel miserable during these timesbut i know i can make it yeah?these whole week is really tiresome and miserabledun feel like waking up for school mind is always drifting off to somewhere else during classesi hate it!and theres so much to complete!but then, vivi is slowly recovering from thatwith the help of SCKb lols and mummy and daddy(:
i shall post in english for benefit of shiyi
who cant read chinese from her desktop
honestly, i never thought u would say such things to me ytd
although i oso think that im a little too cruel to u, saying those harsh words to u
but, u never considered my situation
oh well, whatever, things have passed
and im gonna let it pass too
im really sad ytd night
crying out loud at night with daddy comforting me (mummy woke him up from his deep sleep)
mummy then used my phone to call xd
as he has switched off his phone, she went to call shiyi instead
sorry to bother u girl
my eyes are a little swollen when i woke up this morning
ah! so ugly!!
since ytd, i really decided that i will wipe u off my mind
and never be sad for u ever again..
im really glad and lucky to have all of u around me,
giving me advices, comforts and HUGS!!
thanks shiyi(advisor), ryn, kiki, ben , daddy and mummy(:
after meeting jia qi today, she oso advised me that since im the one who initiated breakup
i should never turn back or regret my decision
or i may look 'soft'
yeah..totally agree
girls do have pride too yeah
never gonna let guys 牵着鼻子走
yeah!
im so tired now
but i have researchs to do
cat, apfs and fpqa projects we are doing tml
oh gosh
what a 'motivation' to go to school
BLEAH!!!
i'm letting all my tears to drop for tonight
and i'll give u up totally
and there will be no you in my heart
never ever gonna cry for guys le..
Flavor Of Life
Arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
tomodachi demo koibito demo nai chuukan chiten de
shuukaku no hi wo yumemiteru aoi furu-tsu
ato ippo ga fumidasenai sei de
jirettai no nan notte? baby~
arigatou to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
amai dake no sasoi monku ajike no nai doku
sonna mono ni wa kyoumi wa sosorarenai
omoitoori ni ikanai toki datte
jinsei suteta mon janai tte
doushita no? to kyuu ni kikareru to “uun. nandemo nai”
sayounara no ato ni kieru egao watashi rashikunai
sinjitai to negaeba negau hodo nandaka setsunai
“aishiteru yo” yori mo “daisuki” no hou ga kimi rashii janai?
The flavor of life
wasurekakete ita hito no omoi wo totsuzen omoidasu koro
furitsumoru yuki no shirosa wo omou to sunao ni yorokobitai yo
daiyamondo yorimo yawarakakute atatakana mirai
teni shitai yo kagiri aru jikan wo kimi to sugoshitai
“arigatou” to kimi ni iwareru to nandaka setsunai
sayonara no ato no tokenu mahou awaku horonigai
The flavor of life
ENGLISH:
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness.
The flavor of life
Stuck midpoint between friends and lovers,
like an un-riped fruit dreaming about the day of harvest
because of being unable to just move one more step forward
what’s causing this frustration baby
When you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesn’t
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
Sweet talk and tasteless conversations.
it sparks no interest in meeven when things do not go the way you want
it doesnt mean you’ve thrown your life away
When asked ‘ whats wrong?’I answer ‘its nothing’
The smile that disappears after goodbye
It’s unlike me
The more i wish to believe in you,
For some reason it hurts even more
‘i like you a lot’ instead of ‘i love you’ sounds more like you
the flavor of life
the period when you suddenly remember the scent of someone you had almost forgotten
I want to be able to openly and honestly cherish the white purity of the falling snow more
A future tender and warmer than a diamond
i want to grasp it, in this limited time we have, i want to spend it with you
when you say thank you to me,
for some reason it hurts,
Like a magic spell that doesnt
get undone even after the good bye.
a hint of bitterness
The flavor of life
finally...left only CaT and ApFS presentation and we are done for all ur projects..yay!ApFS test on thurs..CaT presentation is also on e same dayhaiizzthursday is busy enough ler...我。。还在等
哪一天你会发简讯给我
我好想你
现在只能把想跟你说的话都写在这里。。。
没想到过了一个月了我还是放不下一个人的时候，好想你 也好难过哦。。i regretted what i have saidmaybe i'm too harsh in my wordsbeing so insensitive for other's feelingsim really sorry...
YTd work is generally okayquite fast for our groupwe finished everything very fast....yupi realised my rashes were out when i was bathing no wonder im feeling hot and itchy during work..TSKi hated rashesi think its due to HELLO PANDAyup..leaving at 3.30 for work later on~~~
two projects downfinally~ApFS and CaThad our CaT international day buffet todayi must say our class really done good jobalthough our group is not that smooth-sailing, but really glad to hear teachers saying that our brownie or rather chocolate cake is nice haha!but theres still people who says our cake is too dry and bitterand ApFS, after staying in school until at night and e whole afternoon to do it, finally we have finished it as well~~~Our NLS is donebut i think there are some editing still needed to be doneand one last test tml~~hurray!and lastly,vivi is happy todayonce againmy emotions and feeling evolves around u~~
school is practically alright today
with late classes and early class dismissals
after hearing to what u told me ytd,
i finally regretted for what i have said to u
so cruel and so hurting
i should not be so impulsive and said all these to you
without any considerations in mind...
our relationship and ur feelings
i have regretted
i think i knew u better through this....as in i knew how u think..
i never knew what is in ur mind last time
but now i know..u had our future and me in mind
like u always told me to do well for my studies..
even now u still do..
he asked me to concentrate on my studies first
well, the rest can wait
my mom wished for this too..
i think studies should come first....
if not how am i gonna get myself in an university?
sem exams coming...
three subjects to be tested this time
hurrays for that~
JIA YOU~
i'm gonna get some decent results
cuz i had promised u..
vivi can do it yeah~~~~
fighting!!!~
i think this is the last time we gonna see each other again
journey back home was miserable
i thought my decision will do both of us good
but seems like this is not the case...
ijustcantdoit
icantforgetu
i deserve this ending...
原来忘不了一个人的感觉很不好
今天一阵子。。。
我心痛得好厉害
也好伤心
之前的每一段恋情分手了以后，
伤心的感觉是轻微的，而且很快会忘记
可是这次不一样
我以为能忘记他但， 就是不能
我做不到
唉
造成压力的障碍物什么时候能干掉呢？
还有两个project要做
可是下星期有三个测验啊
我的妈呀 又要念书喽
我今天要快点把NLS改一改 然后就给yi bin
然后把log book做一做就能开始mugging了
还没毕业，我就在看poly过后要到哪去...
好想上大学~~
看了几间澳洲大学
学费都不便宜呀~~~~！！
哪来的钱...
我的未来充满疑问
要看看姨妈为我未来准备什么喽
我未来在她手上
呵呵
今天怎么那么感性啊？
开始有紧迫感要很努力喽
往我目标出发！
我这次一定拿个b 而且不能有d!!!
加油！！！！
CaT project processed quite smoothly today WE HAVE FINISHED IT LER!!! yeppie!
Yi bin replaced me for work today
cuz im sick..):
so disappointed!
i wanna go work de..):
no choice
who call me to be sick at this time..
Bleah..
I LOVE MY SCK(:
Im feeling the urge to earn more money and saving them all up...
vivi wants to be more thrifty..
im trying and
i'll make it...
slipped in the toilet just nowmy butt is aching!!!!!OUCH~!):i really did put in my best and efforts
i just hate it when some one says im not putting in my effort
i may neglect some details while doing it
but im willing to change
so, pls stop saying i just copy and paste or not putting in any efforts
DAMN YOU!everyone is putting effort in this projectnot only you okay?i noe you could not accept c+ u think u have put in lots of effort somust be us pulling the results down right?i always thought u are hardworking and pleasant personbut still,how can u say that we have not put in any efforts in our own parti believe each of us have burnt midnight oiland tried our very best to get the values tally although what we have done may be not satisfactory for u,but nothing can be perfect yeah?we have put in effort and done our part so u better more sensitive and watch ur wordsany group with any of u both cant be any better...
my oh my!
lotsa of things to be completed
tml is VIVA
oh my god...definitely not a motivation to go sch with that teacher around
BLEAH! YUCKS!
i still have some assignments on my hands
-fi tut 7 and 8
-apfs tut 6
-fpqa report
-cat international day
and something to be happy bout,
cat is done!
but i think our brownie is still not okay
the most recent brownie done on sat...e flavour is okay
but i t i s d a m n h a r d ! !
guess what happens when i took out from e fridge to let my mom try?
its damn hard
my fork cant even go thru'
it is as hard as a rock when i put in force
nothing happens!!! LOL
i have to bite with my mouth first then give my mom eat LOL
cuz she refuses to try ):
i think we have to add in more water
yeah!
feel so down down down..why is it so difficult to forget someone?im still tryingHARD
terrible feeling today
that feeling came back today
和你在一起的记忆又回来了
一遍一遍地播放在我脑里
和你的点点滴滴
深深烙印在我的心里
没法忘记
我真的忘不了。。
真没用！
i've really made up my mind as in no regrets and turning back ANYMOREalthough i may feel miserable during these timesbut i know i can make it yeah?these whole week is really tiresome and miserabledun feel like waking up for school mind is always drifting off to somewhere else during classesi hate it!and theres so much to complete!but then, vivi is slowly recovering from thatwith the help of SCKb lols and mummy and daddy(:
i shall post in english for benefit of shiyi
who cant read chinese from her desktop
honestly, i never thought u would say such things to me ytd
although i oso think that im a little too cruel to u, saying those harsh words to u
but, u never considered my situation
oh well, whatever, things have passed
and im gonna let it pass too
im really sad ytd night
crying out loud at night with daddy comforting me (mummy woke him up from his deep sleep)
mummy then used my phone to call xd
as he has switched off his phone, she went to call shiyi instead
sorry to bother u girl
my eyes are a little swollen when i woke up this morning
ah! so ugly!!
since ytd, i really decided that i will wipe u off my mind
and never be sad for u ever again..
im really glad and lucky to have all of u around me,
giving me advices, comforts and HUGS!!
thanks shiyi(advisor), ryn, kiki, ben , daddy and mummy(:
after meeting jia qi today, she oso advised me that since im the one who initiated breakup
i should never turn back or regret my decision
or i may look 'soft'
yeah..totally agree
girls do have pride too yeah
never gonna let guys 牵着鼻子走
yeah!
im so tired now
but i have researchs to do
cat, apfs and fpqa projects we are doing tml
oh gosh
what a 'motivation' to go to school
BLEAH!!!
i'm letting all my tears to drop for tonight
and i'll give u up totally
and there will be no you in my heart
never ever gonna cry for guys le..
CaT project processed quite smoothly today
Enjoy your stay and have fun!
Vivien, a simple cheerful girl currently in her nineteens.
Designer : 